I was clean for 6 months. tonight changes that all. Why does every1 think so fucking strong ?! Nooooooo I’m weak, super weak. my parents is mostly the reason i even started cuttin in the first place. & there the reason mostly everytime i do. I just wanna vanish, & get away from Everything.
i feel like shit. Like the worst person in the world. I Love you & you know that. Im just not IN Love with you. You’re EVERYTHING i always wanted & more, but even though i wish i can convince my self into falling in love with you i cant. And i’m sorry for letting you think i was in love with you because i know, you’re in love with me. We’ve been though rough times together & we gave up alot to be with each other, you know all my deepest secrets & i know yours. But i dont feel like im in a relationship, but more like a friendship. The LAST Thing i wanna do is lose you as a friend, so PLEASE dont hate me when i tell you this.
